Whirling

Twisting top,
keep me in the loop.
Can't remember when this started.
Not sure when this will end.
The lights flash at me,
but I keep going.
Not sure why I repeat this
again and again.
My design was gorgeous,
you really shoulda seen it!
The plans were perfect
yet somehow it all went away.
The dream reminds me,
if I could only get there once more.
The cracked glass doll cries because
she is too pained to remember.