Blindside

Yes, I saw you there.
Selfishly I stared past you
at my reflection in the mirror.
I wanted change,
To change you,
to change myself,
into something worth showing.
I was the same as always,
nothing to be proud of.
I didn't care,
I didn't apologize.
I deserved nothing
and that's all I saw.
Through this fog,
huge hands offered a gift.
So afraid I now open my hands,
hoping I'm worthy of receiving.