Mainly because

Pretend I told you a story that was actually interesting. Like something that pulled you in, and amazed you in a way that no one else ever has. I had your undivided attention for ten full minutes. During this time you begin to wonder what must go on in a crazy brain like mine. Who I am I? What do I want? Is this really me or a hardened shell of the girl that I used to be prior to the storms and fires? You go on with your business after my story. We never speak again and this is fine. I'm comfortable with this because I know that for ten minutes I was the only thing that you could think about.