Once upon a time I expected you to be what you say you were. When you weren't, I made excuses and tried to still hold you way up. If ignorance is bliss, you had me in heaven. That was until the snap. The bolt of lightening entered though the window and reminded me of why I had ran from all of those storms. I remembered nearly drowning only to claw my way back up the bank in the nick of time. I should've been angry. I should've felt betrayed and withdrawn.....but I didn't. I was so relieved to have my liferaft this time around. Once upon a time I saved myself no thanks to you.