escorting me outside

I walked towards you to remember what I even liked about you in the first place. Can't remember....... For so many years I tried to be what you wanted without succeeding. Now that lacks importance. My quest for wholeness has nothing to do with you, I realize that now. I see the cell that your ideals try to contain me in. It's kinda funny really. Judge me all you like, you are the one that they are all mocking behind your back.