Clover

Finding a pulse
on something in me
Trying to find
what I useta see
But I don't have you there
like you used to be
You're not meaning what
you once did to me
Times have changed
and I blame myself
Things were uttered,
situations I couldn't help
Don't even want to
go where we were before
Not sure sure you fit in
to what I have in store

blind faith buys you some

Never claimed
to be good at this
Blind faith
is hard to cling to
Staying positive
does make life more attractive
Seeing daily things
I passed before in haste
I want a replay
so much more I could achieve

Sidesteps and Stumbles

He says I fight what I'm not
so much I sidestep what I am.
Fighting the tides,
I see a lot of myself there.
Why do I fight everything
that really doesn't deserve a thought?
Sitting back now.
I will let happiness seek me.

A Gabba Tale

I dance for you,
full effort.
You think I'm a jackass.
I commit.
I sweat.
The Aquabats make me winded.
I jump.
You stare.
I wiggle.
You look appalled.

Thumbtacks and Fingernails

Telling you things I shouldn't have to,
I am amused.
You wanted to see a different girl
yet you bore of this version.
I am amused.
Your indecisiveness is killing you
but it won't take me too.